-=temper..shocking temper..within me=-

I don't know how..i don't know why..my temper is so foul!!! man..this is crap man..real crappy..i was showering when my mom clobbered on the door and yelled saying she needs the bathroom urgently.. *picture yourself in my situation* my entire head was covered with foamy white bubbly soap and was stunned when i heard that..what?! for my mom,i did the craziest thing i never thought was possible..completing my shower in the next 3 mins.i mean what can you do?you can't wrap a towel and jump outside and say "there,here you go..the bathroom is your's"i mean it's so crazy..the only solution to this is to hurry up..and i did it.

the entire bathroom was practically hysterical,trying to get things done like a flash..i did it and..i discovered i didn't bring my towel along..great, just great..i yelled to my dad and asked him to get me a towel,my mom was like trying so hard to get into the occupied bathroom and there my dad was reprimanding me for always not bringing my stuffs into the bathroom..and that's when my uncontrollable rage devoured me and i began to lose my temper..in a way that was horribly nasty..i mean..why's this happening to me?why didn't i just calm down and answered back nicely when i could have done so?i really don't know. i love my parents.i really do..but why am i doing such an unfilial act?damn it..i wish i could control my foul temper..it's so amazingly horrifying.i almost ripped apart that piece of magnet that was connected to my bathroom door. *sigH*

mom and dad..i know you guys won't be reading this but i think this is the least i can do..i'm sorry..really sorry..i'll figure a way to reign this uncontrollable rage of mine.gimme some time.