*blurness*

this is absurd..i can't believe it..i just can't believe what i'm doing..it's horribly absurd.i did a test just now..and i was so stupid..arh..how could i be that blur as to miss out certain stuffs and did the entire test like there was no problem at all?arhhh..shit..i know it's no point crying over spilt milk now but...arhh..ya know the agitation that seeps in when you know you could've avoided the mistake?arh...this is so damn...frustrating..arh..
well..so much for the intense heat..recently i'm swimming in stress,deprivation of sleep and many other stuffs.i need to manage my time..but i just don't know why the sleeping bug just loves bugging me..arhh...it's so sickening man..yesterday i was supposed to study but in the end i ended up closing my eyes in surrender to the sleeping bug.perhaps in my dreams i was holding a white flag in surrender to the sleeping bug..oh well~perhaps i should include coffee back in my life.ha