My Journey,Without Complications

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

life=stock market

suppose you know everything in this place we called earth.suppose you know what numbers are gonna come out for the lottery tomorrow,you didn't guess them,you just knew it.what'd you feel?or should i say what's this planet gonna be like.i can only say that it's gonna be a mundane world if that's really gonna happen.life should be like the stock market..with the ups and downs.perhaps some would ask me why do we need the downs in life.well,that's essential because we'll definitely learn from the downs and not make the same mistake again.

well..lately my friends and i were fooled and i think we got into a scam or something..ok perhaps it wasn't that bad,but i just can't believed that i actually fell for it..dude..that's the first time..and definitely my last time.think i shall not elaborate any farther else..well..it's bad dissing ppl on ur blog..yeah.hmm..have to work tomorrow..working for a magazine thinggy but i have to speak in mandarian..oh..well...let's hope my below average chinese would be understood by people there.yeah..lolx.

Saturday, March 26, 2005

adrenaline pumping

The night was young,the streets were crowded and you can see people all around.i seriously think my legs deserve to be complimented..they were the only form of transport i used throughout the entire night yesterday.we finally settled at a pub and there's only three words i can give for comments.. "atrociously beyond expectation" ok.ya know what peeps,never ever patronise that pathetic,mediocre pub.and to make things worse,there wasn't even a decent place to chill out in there.the only thing that's "right" in there was the dance floor and that blasting music that'll burst your eardrums if you stay there for more than 6 hrs maybe?well..the music certainly sets my adrenaline pumping,but sadly we left the pub after a while and went to other places where i think was much better than that pub.the sea breeze kissed our faces and the moon hung high up shining brightly adding that additional beauty to the mysterious nightsky.we had an all men's heart to heart talk and it was quite fun actually.

but seriously..the next time when i go clubbing with those guys,i swear i will not step into that particular pub again.

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

it's tomorrow

it's tomorrow. it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.it's tomorrow.

regardless of the results,i'll take it with a smile :)

Saturday, March 05, 2005

-=temper..shocking temper..within me=-

I don't know how..i don't know why..my temper is so foul!!! man..this is crap man..real crappy..i was showering when my mom clobbered on the door and yelled saying she needs the bathroom urgently.. *picture yourself in my situation* my entire head was covered with foamy white bubbly soap and was stunned when i heard that..what?! for my mom,i did the craziest thing i never thought was possible..completing my shower in the next 3 mins.i mean what can you do?you can't wrap a towel and jump outside and say "there,here you go..the bathroom is your's"i mean it's so crazy..the only solution to this is to hurry up..and i did it.

the entire bathroom was practically hysterical,trying to get things done like a flash..i did it and..i discovered i didn't bring my towel along..great, just great..i yelled to my dad and asked him to get me a towel,my mom was like trying so hard to get into the occupied bathroom and there my dad was reprimanding me for always not bringing my stuffs into the bathroom..and that's when my uncontrollable rage devoured me and i began to lose my temper..in a way that was horribly nasty..i mean..why's this happening to me?why didn't i just calm down and answered back nicely when i could have done so?i really don't know. i love my parents.i really do..but why am i doing such an unfilial act?damn it..i wish i could control my foul temper..it's so amazingly horrifying.i almost ripped apart that piece of magnet that was connected to my bathroom door. *sigH*

mom and dad..i know you guys won't be reading this but i think this is the least i can do..i'm sorry..really sorry..i'll figure a way to reign this uncontrollable rage of mine.gimme some time.