i think i need to organise my time

ok this is day 2.day 2 whereby school really commences.ok.what can i say?it's not as cool as you thought it would be.in fact..i'm feeling sluggish.just have no idea why.perhaps it's because i'm deprived of sleep.in addition,i've been hit with a project that i've totally no confidence in to present next week.great eh?man..this is real crappy.arh..i seriously have no mood to hang out after school anymore..i just wonder how some of my peeps does that..man..ha.perhaps the sleep bug simply loves me.by the way,i'm still on probation for coffee.guess i'll change it to milk.haha
so..perhaps that's why i can't seem to fight the sleepbug.arh..ha.

=sleep walking=

this's so cool.felt like it's been ages since i woke up after 11 am.lolx.but ironically,it's gonna be done only once per week,and i guess it's gotta be sunday.poly schedules are hectic.man..and after school i just feel so sleepy and lethargic that i just feel like sleeping instead of hanging out with my peeps .sorry peeps.perhaps i need some caffeine.lolx.it's gonna be cca week next week.hmmm..it's gonna be a feast for the eyes.don't get me wrong,i mean many people's eyes including mine will be feasting on the ccas that really interest them or something.yeah.
the weather is perfect for snoozing today,i think i'd continue my sleeping spree.lolx.arhh..ha.i guess i've turned sleeping into my ultimate hobby.lolx.met stephanie yesterday with the intention of asking her to gimme a review or refresh my knowledge regarding matrix,but..we didn't had our textbooks with us.lolx.so..we just crapped around and had lunch.it's good seeing an old pal.ha.

bernard and i 

i need coffee

Alright..this is so sad man..my timetable totally crashed with my student's,i tried negotiating with his dad regarding this yesterday night but expectedly, i didn't win the negotiation.yeah..so,i went over to bernard's place just now to tutor him for the last time i guess.although i talked to his mom and his mom was sortta reluctant to change another tutor,i told her i just can't fit bernard's schedule.so..i told her when bernard goes to morning session classes,id go back to tutor him,which is like 6 mths time from now?well..of course,i don't expect her to gimme any promises or something,i mean..i can't promise her myself either.guess i just have to go find some other part time jobs eh?ha.well..that obviously can wait i think.
arh..ever since orientation started,i hardly have enough sleep,i'm deprived of sleep and i totally have no idea why man.perhaps i should include coffee back in my life to make me awake.arh..perhaps i'm just a sleepwalking corpse.lately i've been stuck in contradictions.guess i need more time to sieve through my thoughts,and obviously sleeping.ha.

dreams

Everyone dreams.but what exactly does dream implies?is it pure coincidence that we suddenly dream of something that we really like,or is that particular dream you had trying to sound you out?one of my friend told me that you dream because there is something buried deep within you and you just need some space to let it out..but seriously..is it true?what do ya think?i've had weird dreams.real weird ones.but..i just can't relate those dreams i had to reality..i mean..it's so horribly surreal.there's just no way i can find any links to reality.i admit i'm a guy who bottles some impotant stuffs in me,cos i feel..perhaps some stuffs that's kept in me wasn't what i would define as.."real".well..apparently i'm in my school's computor lab..happily typing away..it just struck me somehow that i should update my blog..lolx.

my class rocks

today marks the first day of my life in singapore poly's campus.i'm glad to say that my class simply rocks!! *whistles* ha..well..the activities were fun man..what more can i say..they just rock!!! at first i thought it was gonna be a mundane day..but..they just changed my perspective man,lolx..how cool can it be..when everyone was so..pretty alive i mean..lolx.not to forget my leaders,oh..they rock too.lolx.well..but i felt if my old peeps were around,it's gonna be more fun man..well..i promised them i'll still chill out with em..yeah.ha..hope they're doing fine out there man.miss ya guys..take care eh.ha

i'm blithe..muahahaha

MSN CAN FINALLY BE ACCESSED~WOHOOOOO....I'm OVER THE MOON OR WHATEVER U CALL IT..lolx. alright,i know i'm crazy..anyway,i'd like to say a big thank you to milton,thanks for helping me to fix my com..and also not to forget dingyang,who went through all the trouble to help me get the recovery disc no doubt it was pouring heavily..
a real big thank you to you guys,you guys are just fantastically awesome..*whistles*

time

alright..this is the 2nd day without msn.life's just not that right without it.i just have to tell myself that i'm somewhat in a camp,yeah right,a camp whereby i am accessible to internet except msn and icq.ironic?i know.so..i think i'll just pen my thoughts down now.
supposedly you know you have to do something,but you weigh the consequences too much and you just have no idea what results you're gonna get.so,under such circumstances,would you still risk it?apparently,i'm stuck between the options of risking it and backing out.so,which exactly is the appropriate one for me?i just have no idea.some peeps told me that i'll get a rough idea what the results would be after some serious analysing,however,this is just not the case for me,i mean,how do you analyse something that cannot be analysed?such irony isn't it?i really want to make it good.but,i guess i can only be in control of things which i'm aware of,sadly,the situation i'm in now offers no chance of control,no hints,no nothing,oh well..this just feels sucky doesn't it,peeps,don't get me wrong,i'm not telling u guys about the pc game i'm playing lately,this is in fact a real life situation i'm facing now.i felt i should just give my best shot..but..there're just too many buts and considerations i've weighed..and i guess..it's seriously..too risky.so now,i just have to sit down here and go through some serious thinking on whether i should step on it,or to back out of it.but i just feel i'm too accustomed to stepping..lolx.

i'm so down..arhhHH..

i didn't know i would become so dependent on msn.now that it's not functioning..i'm feeling so lost..alright..not exactly..but something like that.

it's like driving me mad..i need msn to do my stuffs..arh..what's happening man.i've done all i could but i just can't find the problem!!!arh....this is insane.seriously insane.

why's this happening?darn it.

me in action. 

my da jie..punching..wow~ 

training with my peeps.it was fun~

i managed to wake up on time to go over to bernard's place to tutor him.seems like an accomplishment for me..lolx.after tution,i went to wu kwan to hone my skills with my peeps.they've never been to my wu kwan,and i told them it's a great place to work out,so..they agreed without any hesitations.the 3 of us did circuit training today and it was really..good.my hands turned flabby,legs wobbly and obviously outta breath.lolx.it was fun training with them.training alone is indeed boring..but i'm used to it.lolx.so..today's training was just fun and not solitary.ha.above are some pics when we're in action.too bad jiayong came late and we didn't take any more pics after that.sorry bro..next time yeah?ha.circuit training rocks eh?muahaha.

eugene,marilyn and i posing for the camera.say cheese guys 

marilyn and i,like my sis eh?she's my pal yah. 

shocked.can u say that again? 

pals at sentosa 

the outing

this morning i was supposed to go over to bernard's place to tutor him.however,i was snoozing in my bed and actually wanted to cook up a lame ass excuse which would enable me to snooze for the rest of the day.but,my mom came into my room and unleashed her fiery speech bout responsibility and stuffs.yeah..so..i went over to bernard's place eventually even though i was an hr late.then, bernard tested my patience.or should i say i was not in a good mood to teach,i was reading along with him and i've taught him a word in that book 3 times and he still can't get it in.guess my tone sounded as if i was gonna eat him up,he cried.well..sorry bernard.didn't mean to do that.
in the evening i made my way down to east coast park for a martial arts gathering,a gathering whereby u can meet many different styles of practitioners.yeah.it was fun.the food was alright,and..i met a guy who also does wingchun,and we exchanged some moves.*that was something terribly wrong,i shouldn't have done it* he was horribly good.i was stunned when i felt his moves coming,he was so fast and unpredictable.man..and i was hit in the face.arhhh.i must get him to train me .muahaha.but..he said i'm still young.ha.but too bad i'm in sanda now.haven't really done wingchun for quite sometime..hmmm..perhaps i should go for cross training at the previous wu kwan.ha.maybe.if i've time.yeah.

analysis

Alright first things first..happy mommy's day mom.a little late..but..better late than never.muahaha.it came to me in an epiphany that all mothers in this world are defined by a common word.it is "great".the difficulties they've conquered to teach us right from wrong,the tears they shed for us and the many many great things they did that seem minor to us.i just wanna say a big thank you mom,for bringing me to this world,and raising me up,mom i love you.tough we squabble at times,but i guess..this is just some way to spice up our mundane lives eh?i bought a cake for my mom and guess she was touched,cos she rejected my dinner offer and i guess she'd probably be expecting no gifts.but women are weird.they usually speak in contradiction with their hearts.ha.alright,so much for mommy's day.
many things occurred to me lately and i guess..there isn't much time left for analysing success rates and stuffs.either i put in 50 percent work,or a full 100.but i'm a lazy ass,so i guess i'll fit the bill for 50.but the results doesn't seem good.lolx.i need time i guess, to really sieve through my complicated thoughts.however..anticipation ain't good..and i guess i anticipate too much..ah..why's this happening..perhaps i weigh consequences too much.well..sch's commencing in 14 days time.this doesn't seem appealing to me anymore..i've no idea why,cos i guess at the end of 14 days.the analysis conclusion would be out.and i doubt it's more than 50.

"life isn't the amount of breaths you take,
it's the moments that take your breath away."

bag training drill..this is the toughest among all drills.lolx..i'm shagged i know. 

training with a new partner

went to wu kwan in the afternoon and met uncle tay,he's a good guy,a big shot of the wu kwan,that's my first time seeing him,and he even treated me to dinner,and in addition,i've got myself a new training partner,the pics above are one of the drills we did today,it's really taxing..but i just love it..muahaha

the KFC hideout 

darren..i think you've got a problem with maths eh?

ok..so what would anyone's reaction be when he sees 16 tall,huge paletes of boxes in front of him to be carried in 7 hours time.?shocked,stunned or surprised.but for me,i guess all three of them defines my reaction.
so how did it happen anyway?before nodding my head to this muscle taxing assignment,darren,claiming to be elice's friend called me and asked if i would be interested to work at kimberly clark(a toiletries factory) tomorrow.which was two days back.i happened to be free on that day and so nodded and asked what was i supposed to do this time,cos the previous assignments in kimberly clark elice gave..was simply..too good to reject.i'm serious.so..darren said "oh this job very simple and easy one la,the stuffs there only like 5kg lor..you..no problem one la." when i heard that i "thought" that it's gonna be just like the previous assignments,besides,5kg..cmon..that's not even heavy enough to train my muscles with.so..my friend and i took on this assignment and we got the shock of our lives when we saw those stuffs that we're supposed to carry.
one palete has 30 boxes of glue.we're supposed to check the quality of the glue and determine if it's good or bad,moreover,there're 16 such paletes,they were majestic.both requires us to carry it,just that to different locations.however,each mily box weighs 20 kg.yes.20,not 5.when we heard that,we exchanged glances with each other.our eyes spoke a language both of us understood. it was, "you must be kidding me boss".
so..we were left alone in that stuffy,dusty,hot and humid warehouse.man..those boxes were really heavy..and we managed to finish everything before the time given *applause please* lolx.well..seriously..darren..i guess it's not wise to give not that precise information bout the work.think about it,if you did this to a person who don't like weight trainings,he's going to go back home with his back broken.so..i figured that you have a problem with multiplications and division in maths eh?5 kg?no..it's 20kg.it's 4 times darren.anyway darren,if you happen to need a maths tutor..i can introduce a very good one to you.so much for the muscle taxing work huh?well..it was fine with me..it was good training.

talk to my hand..we used these gloves for fun..ha 

surrounded by tons of glue..waiting to be carried away.*shek* 

this is dingyang. 

W.F.B peeps.muahaha